on love and despair

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~ the place that's bigger than here ~

4the other side
the whole universe contains this planet and all the beings and doings and experiencings here.
when the mind can go beyond the universe to where the mind no longer exists; where the universe and the mind become one, because that's all there is.
in this space, difficulties, concerns, fears, stories, all don't exist. all that exists is the pure awe that life exists, that life is so beautiful, so utterly incredible, life is a miracle, and within this miracle, everything is possible, nothing is impossible. and the wanting to change the planet is not about saving anything, but is about wanting to show people how beautiful life is!!! how free and possible everything is!! let's celebrate this miracle!! snap out of the illusion and fear and look! in this space everything really is possible. in this space everything is totally provided, everything is limitless, it's so safe and so beautiful.
people are aware of the shift; people are aware that this place exists; and those that can see just want to say, come, please come! come and enjoy this magnificant life with me! it's sooo beautiful! look! wake up and look! your stories are not real! those that stay in the stories experience the world of limitation, of discomfort. those who shift into the space of universal awareness will find limitless experience. and in this space there is awareness of both realities. i can see from this side those in the other world experience. this side is so much bigger. i can recognise people also in this side without words. i can be in awe each moment. i can be compassionate. i can see that people are stuck and know no better. i understand compassion. i don't get sucked in neither do i feel apathy. i feel sad they are missing out and i feel compassionate and i understand as well.

4 period cramps
what is the message that is moving in my womb? as if within my body i am experiencing the discomfort of the planet. i hold the planet in my womb and the planet holds me in hers. infinity. within me i hold the swirling dull painful experience of the earth's blind pain. the swirling chaotic discomfort that invites us to be present. it is a reminder, a space for us to be connected with the whole.

4 planetary despair
i'm feeling the collapse within myself, the helplessness and hopeless, as if i've finally succumbed to the planetary despair. this despair, is not mine. it is a bigger despair in which i'm being immersed. this despair comes through me and in this despair a space of surrender and falling. letting go hope for the planet and falling back into the love space that is our home.
does this make sense?
we had hope, we wanted to move forward into self-knowing through the manifest world, exploring all the possibilities, and now we are choosing to release the hope that was pulling this experiment through. we sit back and allow things to be released and surrendered, within an infinite energy of possibility; nothing ends; change is a space for newness, release, surrender, transition, new creative potential. and everything will be recycled into new expression. and all that remains is love.


i am a part of the earth that's dry (desert)
i am a part of the earth that breathes (forest)
i am a part of the earth that tries (ego)
i am a part of the earth that grieves (sorrow)
i am a part of the earth that sings (crickets)
i am a part of the earth that sees (eyes)
i am a part of the earth that feels (heart)
i am a part of the earth the flees (suicide)